The Hurt

I wanted to talk about good things, exciting things but the only thing that has been occupying my mind is...I'm kind of out of words because I'm not sure if I should be pissed or hurt or sad or confused, so I pretty much feel all of the above, so yeah, not so great night, I might say.

I  can't even...I mean...Why should anyone think of me like that. I don't want to get into the details but why should anyone think of me so badly. In my book, I haven't done anything wrong and been friends with everyone but I guess that that's exactly my problem. Once I feel that I don't have to hide or over think or anything like that and I'm being punished for it. Well lesson learned!

XOXO Kristiina